Seeds and Bread

Well, hello! It’s been a little while since I have had a chance to blog but today is the day! I’ve missed you.

As I was purging clutter yesterday (actually, as I was digging deeply in my home – searching frantically for my passport from 20+ years ago), I came across an old journal…. I was fascinated as I perused it this morning to discover that the idea of “Remember, Celebrate, Trust” was from all the way back in July of 2013!

Allow me to share my thoughts from July 11, 2013…because they could basically be today’s entry:

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“Now He who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food, will supply and multiply your seed for sowing and increase the harvest of your righteousness; you will be enriched in everything for all liberality, which through us is producing thanksgiving to God.”  2 Corinthians 9:10-11 NASB

Lord, I need You. I’m tired. I’m feeling overwhelmed with the day ahead of me. Please help me to see You as my Provider of seed and bread. Bread is for today, and seed is for tomorrow and beyond. I can’t eat seed {guess I hadn’t heard of eating seeds back in the day} and I can’t plant bread so You provide for both now and the future.

Has God taken care of you thus far, Lisa? Are you still living in your home? Do you still have clothes? Do you have food? Do you have “stuff” in your house? Too much stuff, in fact!

Remember.  Remember God’s faithfulness.  Celebrate.  Celebrate the victories thus far, and trust God for today and tomorrow.

Remember. Celebrate. Trust. Remember. Celebrate. Trust. Remember. Celebrate. Trust.

Remember.

“Remember also your Creator in the days of your youth…”.  Ecclesiastes 12:1 NASB

Celebrate.

“Go then, eat your bread in happiness, and drink your wine with a cheerful heart; for God has already approved your works… Enjoy life with the [man] whom you love all the days of your fleeting life under the sun; for this is your reward in life, and in your toil in which you have labored under the sun.”  Ecclesiastes 9:7,9 NASB

Trust.

“I have set the Lord continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore, my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices; my flesh also will dwell securely.”  Psalm 16:8-9 NASB

“In the Lord, whose word I praise, in God I have put my trust without fear, I shall not be afraid. What can man do to me?”  Psalm 57:9-11 NASB

Trust without fear.

God is for me.

I shall not be afraid.

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Amen!

The context at the time was that I was preparing a transcript for my oldest to begin dual-enrollment at the local community college during high school, and I was fretting. Fast forward – my oldest is graduating with a finance degree in May, and thankfully already has a job lined up; my middle is successfully finishing his second year of college; and we leave in just a few hours to take our youngest on college visits in Virginia and South Carolina…. Yay, God!

God is faithful. I will trust Him without fear. He is for me. And YOU!!!

May you be encouraged, and may you and yours have a very blessed Easter. He is alive!

Lisa Toth

Remember. Celebrate. Trust.

CELEBRATE: God’s Amazing Provision

I am in awe, and need to write this down as there’s a good chance I’ll need to read it again tomorrow, or next week, or next month, when I will likely face another big financial challenge. God has come through again, and while this shouldn’t surprise me, somehow it does because it’s so BIG.

If you’ve followed my blog thus far, you know that my two oldest kids are in college. One is a junior and the other is a freshman. At the beginning of the school year, I had no idea how we were going to make it through both semesters without somebody taking out some loans. Both guys had worked hard, saved their money (and so had we, as best we could), and earned significant scholarships, but the numbers just weren’t “adding up” — at least every way that I could figure.

However, yesterday it was confirmed by both colleges that we will make it through the spring semesters — debt-free! I am still in shock. In August, the numbers definitely didn’t add up. I knew we could make it through the fall, between what all of us collectively had in the bank, but I had NO idea how we could pay through the spring. There were so many ups and downs:  an unexpected late scholarship came through — yay! A student’s car died in December and had to be replaced — boo! We were able to take a mini-vacation to Nashville as a family — yay!  One of our cars needed $2,200 in repairs while we were there — boo! We would be getting a big tax refund — yay! A document came in the mail one day later that reduced our refund by $1,100 — boo!

And yet, after calling both the business offices and financial aid offices for the colleges yesterday, it was confirmed that we have made our last spring tuition payment for our freshman, and there is just one more payment due for our junior. God has pulled through again! Amazing!

Before you check out, discouraged perhaps that this may not happen for you, let me please encourage you that God is faithful, and no respecter of persons. (See Acts 10:34-35.) Believe me, we have made our share of financial mistakes. Big ones. Investment properties gone sour. Cashing out 401K money earlier than we should have because we were feeling desperate, and therefore, paying a big penalty. A number of “lemon” cars that cost an arm and a leg just to keep on “hospice care” until we could get a more reliable vehicle. And yes, there were consequences and heartaches for each one of those poor decisions….

We have learned a ton through those choices, and continue to learn that while there is grace and mercy, there still are often unwelcome repercussions. However, times like yesterday remind me that God is faithful — even when I mess up. And that is true for you, too!

In what areas do you need to trust Him? Finances? A lost or wayward child or other loved one? Healing, when the doctors have no more answers?

Here’s a Scripture promise and then a quick prayer:

“Trust in the Lord and do good;

Dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness.

Delight yourself in the Lord;

And He will give you the desires of your heart.

Commit your way to the Lord,

Trust also in Him, and He will do it.”  (Psalm 37:3-5 NASB)

Lord, thanks that You are always faithful — even when we are not. Please help us to trust in You and to cultivate — or “feed securely” — on Your faithfulness. As we delight in You and commit our way to You, we choose to place our trust in You, because You are trustworthy. Thank You for Your amazing track record. Please encourage each reader, and help us to be an encouragement to others. In Jesus’ name. Amen!

Until next time,

Lisa T.

Remember. Celebrate. Trust!

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Beverly, WV

TRUST: In the Midst of Transition

Transition. It’s that time they warn you about in childbirth classes that is the most painful and intense — the part where you just may turn to your husband and yell some expletives. (Thankfully I didn’t do that, but I recall fearing the possibility!) If I remember correctly, it is also the stage RIGHT BEFORE you deliver an amazing miracle and look into the face of the reason for all this pain. It’s totally worth it, but you feel like you just may die in the process…

That’s a pretty accurate illustration of how I’m feeling at the moment, after “delivering” our middle son to his first year of college over the weekend. I’m in pain, yet I know that we will both be looking into the “face” of something beautiful down the road.

Perhaps you’re there, too?  Facing a new job. Facing a new school year. Facing the future without that loved one by your side.

First, let me offer a picture that I snapped a few weeks ago. One thing I love about this beautiful vista is that it can serve as an illustration of life. Zoom in, if you’re able, and check out that “body of water” in the middle. Yep. It’s a sewer. When I was sitting in that nearby spot, doing some morning devotions and taking in the majesty of it all, I laughed out loud that right in the middle of my beautiful shot was some…umm…stuff. And as we all travel from here to there, there will be some “not­-so-­pretty” parts, no doubt.

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Beverly, West Virginia

However, here’s some encouragement:  God has promised to be with you. “I have chosen you and not rejected you. {Even if it feels like it…} Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:9b­-10

Hang in there, friend. You will survive the transition. Pray for strength. Grab a few friends to come alongside you. Try not to yell expletives at them, but if they’re your buddies, they’ll understand. 🙂 And, get ready for a beautiful “face” on the other side of it all.

Remember. Celebrate. Trust. ­­ It’s how we get from here to there…

Blessings in abundance,

Lisa

P.S. ~ Of course I must share a few pics from our most recent transition. And, in just a few days, we’ll get to do it all again with my oldest son! Ugh. “Sewer water.”